After Jesus explained to his disciples how he must suffer many things and be killed, Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. "Never, Lord" he said. "This shall never happen to you!"
Jesus turned and said to Peter...
"Get behind me, Satan!
You are a stumbling block to me;
you do not have in mind the concerns of God,
but merely human concerns."
Matthew 16:21-23
I love the Lord with a passion. I hunger after His presence in my life daily. I can't ever remember a time when I felt closer in my walk with the Lord, than over these last few months. Yet today, the Holy Spirit quickly revealed to me how I had been letting the enemy whisper in my ear.
For the last several days, I've become a bit frustrated about the things of this life -- "Human concerns" as Jesus called them. In my frustration, I struggled with God's reasoning and timing. Mentally, I began to question whether the Father even cared about my personal needs and desires. These thoughts started out innocently enough, but as they began to flood my mind, they became such a driving force that I was ready to step out of God's will and once again chase my own dreams with a passion!
A brief note from a friend who is strong in the Lord, hit me like a wall of bricks. The Holy Spirit quickly nudged me and showed me that I had been allowing the enemy to whisper these worldly thoughts in my ear. Those thoughts had gone from small seeds of dissatisfaction to weeds that were building a stronghold or root system in my mind.
If it could happen to Peter, it could happen to me! I don't want to be a stumbling block. I want to have the mind of Christ and not the mind of this world.
Thank you Father for your love and divine concern over my life. Father, I ask forgiveness and give you full control again. Get behind me Satan!